criss cross criss and crossing

my legs in this meeting

shift shifting in my chair bare

without cause dripping

focused unfocusing listening

as they drone on firing

questions and I’m wondering

why am I even trying

honestly for me mesmerizing

this feeling of waiting

for an eruption to end denying

myself a sa-tisfy-ing

release of orgasmic emoting

two minutes more

then I can turn off my web cam

and take care of thi-

wait no…are you watching..